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Saturday, December 1, 2012

Meet the First Year Novice

Me with the new dog, Sammy
Hello everyone.  I'm the new 1st year novice.  My name is Sister Maria Louise Edwards.  I'm from New Jersey, but I don't have much of an accent.  Honestly not many people I've met from New Jersey have that accent.  It's more common the closer you get to Bayonne and Jersey City.  Anyway, I'm from Saddle Brook, New Jersey, which is a small town near Hackensack (the county seat) and about 20 minutes from Manhattan.  I have a degree in Theatre from NYU and I pursued a career in acting for about ten years.  My vocation story was recorded for our website when I was a postulant:

http://feliciansistersna.org/become-a-felician-sister/vocation-stories/louise-edwards

Since entering the community I have grown to love and deeply respect the Felician Sisters, not only in their commitment as Franciscan women, but also in their commitments to the Church, following in the footprints of St. Francis and Blessed Mary Angela, and committed to the spiritual renewal of the world.

As Franciscans the Felicians have helped me to be a better steward of the earth, making a conscious effort to choose a lifestyle that takes the environment into consideration.  I've learned to clean with vinegar and baking soda rather than products that hurt the environment.  As a house we rarely eat beef and try to buy locally grown produce, if possible.  Just recently we had a class on nutrition and since then I've been keeping a food journal hoping to make healthier choices in what I eat, praying to be a better steward of my body.  I've only been a novice for three months, but physically I feel much healthier than I have in years.


Photo of S Maria Louise taken by Sister Desire' at Talcott Mountain
I've been discerning a vocation to religious life for the past ten years.  It takes some of us longer to get to where the Lord wants us to be.  I felt the Lord calling me to the Felicians because I was drawn first of all to their love for Mary and for the Eucharist, two components in my spirituality that were not optional.  Also not optional was a community that was not only actively faithful to the Magisterium, but recognized the spiritual value in living this truth.  I've seen the Sisters grappling with a lot of the same issues that the Church is grappling with, but their hearts always move toward hopeful obedience.  As I study the letters of our foundress I realize that this was so important to Blessed Mary Angela that she mentioned obedience in nearly every letter she wrote.  This is a great grace and blessing that I think she obtained for our community.  May it always be so going forward.

If you are reading this know that you are in my prayers!
All through the Heart of Mary in honor of the Most Blessed Sacrament!


(Left to right) S Maria Louise, S Bridget Mary, S Desire' Anne-Marie and S Mary Angelise

6 comments:

  1. This is an interesting story especially in learning that you were an actress for 10 years. Be assured of my daily prayers for you and the other novices. I ask our Jesus to bless you with a strong faith and a very deep trust. From personal experience I know how important they are.
    Sister Joanne Marian

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  2. I find knowing the struggles of others helps us to take heart and to be hopeful in moving on in our journey. Having been in community a number of years I can assure you that the struggles still come, but each struggle strengthens us -- sort of like working out to maintain good health or practicing a musical instrument, the more you practice the better you get. God will never abandon you. He will continue to strengthen you on the way. God bless you and know that many of us support you in prayer.

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  3. It is so nice to get to know you through these sites. God is Great and He will always be there as your Guide and Love! Be assured of my prayerful support! I love the Felician Smiles and witness you are giving! God bless you!
    Sr. Christine

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  4. Wonderful! Great! Maybe it's time for your own blog????? Think about it and let me know!

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  5. Was great getting to know you a bit at the August Assembly; and enjoyed your "acting" role in the skit! Keeping you in prayer os you journey.

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  6. Many blessings, Sister! As a former Felician...I pray that the new members hold fast to Mother Angela's founding vision--and continue to wear the beautiful Franciscan habit (which has such witness-to-the-
    Lord value!). Hopefully part of your formation classes will include
    serious reflection on the ramifications--and Vatican sanctions--of
    membership in the LCWR.

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